On May 29th, my husband and I spoke about our relationship again and through the goodness of my heart I decided to give him another chance. It was a moment of weakness really because as soon as I said it, I almost regretted it. But I decided to give it a chance.
The next few days for me were not good. The thought of having to stay with my husband until he tried to figure things out was not working out for me. I was at the end of my rope. I had no more energy left to add to this relationship. I was all tapped out. So I did what was very hard for me. I told him that I could not go ahead with giving him a second chance. I was crying. I felt bad but at the same time, I felt like I had to do this. Separating really sucks on all levels. The hurt you cause someone else, the instability you create in each others lives, the unknown to come. It all sucks!
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