I’ve had a good couple of days. I managed to have about 6 hours to myself on Sunday. Went cycling for about 2 hours. That allowed me to think and relieve some stress. And hubby and child went for some errands for about 4 hours. It was good for me. I felt happy to be alone. When hubby came back, I felt like crying again. So I have come to the conclusion that when my hubby leaves, things will get better for me emotionally. Today, hubby was working, so my son and I just chilled all day doing nothing much. Felt like my batteries were being re-energized.
Hubby is still living in the house as he has no fridge and stove yet. They are being delivered tomorrow. So as of tomorrow, he should officially no longer live in our house. I’m looking forward to starting that part of my life. It really is sad when a couple go their separate ways. There won’t be any fan-fair here or I won’t be throwing any separation party because it is sad. I feel awful but this time apart will hopefully allow both of us to grow. I also need to see how my son is going to adjust to this. So far, we have been talking about it but as of tomorrow, we start putting it in motion. That will be the true test of how much he understands.
So tomorrow, I might start tackling my budget. I’ve been putting it off but I can’t anymore. It’s been causing me stress to think about it but I need to face it. I have never done a budget in my life. It’s always been my hubby that did that and he did it very well. Maybe I could hire him as my financial guy. LOL!
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