I enjoyed my week on my own. It was nice to be alone. Although by the end of the week I did not really feel like I was alone. I saw my son every night this week except for Wednesday. I saw him on Monday because my ex needed the car, Tuesday I saw him at soccer practice, Wednesday I only talked to him on the phone, on Thursday soccer was cancelled due to the extreme heat but I asked my ex and son if they wanted to go to Dairy Queen for a treat, so I saw him then.
I am really tired this week as I am having a hard time sleeping. Falling asleep is the worst. As the week is progressing, it’s getting worst. Never falling asleep before midnight and waking up before 6 am. I’m the type of person that needs 8 hours of sleep, so I am getting more and more exhausted as the week is progressing. Like extremely exhausted. I feel like I am suffering from insomnia. This happens to me when I am stressed out and I need to figure out what is causing the stress. I do realize that seeing my ex and talking to him everyday is causing me some stress. I need to get away from him. I need to have some distance between him and I for a while. When I think of our relationship, I get upset. I’m mad at him for doing this to us and forcing my hand.
On another note, I went to a Zumba class on Wednesday. A friend of mine started going and asked me to go with her. It was fun! A full hour of jumping around and shaking your booty to latin music is great. I lacked coordination at times (ok…many times) but it was fun. I can’t remember the last time I smiled for a full hour while doing exercises. LOL! They break for the next couple of weeks due to summer holidays, but I will definitely be going again in August.
After work tonight, I will go get my son for a week. I’m anxious to see how he will take the back and forth from mommy’s place to daddy’s place. He seems to be doing well though.
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